he barely exists to me anymore I am focused more on my life purpose and other hobbies and interests now I do not see much good in that person anymore honestly as hard as I am trying he seems just like.... unattractive to me anymore idk what to do because I thought that I was going to plan my future with him but he disappointed me too many times and now im just like I can do soo much better and I will do better
I could get way better than that I set my sights too low and it is because of having low self esteem from my last relationship and from a biological father who set a really dissappointing role model for me as far as how men should treat women and how men should treat people that they profess to love