Sociopath Community

I am fine with being just friends,  but I do like that I have been sharing my true self with him lately  I have been soo transparent lately about everything that I am struggling with internally and it is kind of shocking me to be soo-  see through ?  gosh like I have always kept a lot of my internal struggles to myself because of the shame and guilt but actually talking people about it as scary as it is is helping me to feel less isolated  but also less self-protected and maybe the trade off of feeling less self-protected is better  like exposing your deepest fears and struggles is not the most safe feeling in the world especially when you are not sure how people will react to knowing what yours specifically are