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I hope that he is doing okay wherever he is

I really only love Michael in a boyfriend girlfriend type of way anymore I am just trying to find someone else to obsess over because I am scared of Michael abandoning me

Men are miserable creatures and should be killed on sight. There is no hope for them to change, men are disgusting little troglodytes that ought to be pushed towards extinction 

lol idk I've had ex boyfriends change for me,  it does happen  if they don't change then I focus more on myself and what I enjoy and then they usually start changing  ;p  I think that mostly you have to have patience

Love is strange, all experiences went wrong in my case. Regrets in regards to crushes, with feeling as though I creeped them out, and in general made myself into a laughing stock at a young age. Any actual relationships only happened out of depression, and what it makes you do when you feel lonely, so I had depraved sexual relationships online, only one irl almost turned into losing virginity, but I stopped last second. That relationship was very much regretful and I have to live with that. Other than that, I fell in love with 2 different girls that had shitty lives, and the one that was pregnant, I helped in school and tried to be there for her, until I had my own mental breakdowns, lost touch, and then she committed suicide, and I remember looking at her corpse, just empty. 

Other than that, I help the other girl, but I know she doesn't like me, and we'll never be as close, I just exist to be there for her incase something happens because part of me fears a repeat, even though she is much better off now. 

I personally have a lot I want to work on before I get into a seeking a relationship, I often fear the concept because I feel as though it would complicate shit, and I fear hurting them, as my dreams, and goals might not align with many people, and I can come off as scary sometimes, in the past girls that fell in love with me and were obsessive, I got angry and scared them off because I just don't like the idea, and some of them I viewed as younger sisters almost, and were underage so it really just made me lash out.

Around 6 months ago, a girl tried lying to me about her age so that she could have something with me, and I saw right through her. 

Parts of me want to kill any romantic or sexual thoughts that exist within me, as I'd rather just be something else. Though other parts of me desire love, and I like to imagine having a wife and daughter. 

Lenalee said: 

Men are miserable creatures and should be killed on sight. There is no hope for them to change, men are disgusting little troglodytes that ought to be pushed towards extinction 

Neotenize them, like we did with wolves.