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The struggles of the mind
Although they are not kind
I will always strive to satisfy
Although I cannot overcome the barriers u place
Im left in what feels like disgrace
Or maybe I simply misplace
my feelings for the sight of your face
In smile and laughter sent me a midst
To a place I cherish and will always miss
Relationships are a two way street they say
Then why did ours feel like a one way
I know its not ur fault and I shouldnt cry
But when you said goodbye 
I felt I should die for what am I
Without you
The struggles of the mind
Whether they are yours or mine
I cannot seem to pass the time
Without thinking how to grind,
To be a better me
Better at understanding your needs
If u could only explain please
Explain to me what im supposed to be
I ask for this favor solemnly
The struggles of the mind
I struggle to find my self image
My mind flutters in a scrimmage
For I can't undo the damage of time
It feels like a loss
So i must accept the cost,
and continue to struggle
The struggles of the mind
I suppose we all cope with the pain
Whether Chemically again
Or some other stain.
On the lives we continue to live
Or not
The struggles of the mind
Perception of loss varies
Men try to avoid looking like fairies
When they should understand who carries
That burden of losing the people you love
No matter the situation
That loss of the elation
They bring to your life
A hole is left, leaving me in strife,
Of how I regret the loss of you