yeah you read that right, I have come to the decision that I do not care if I am "mentally healthy" or not anymore the reasons being that 1) what is considered "mentally healthy" is soo subjective and there is not really a standard for it and 2) I will probably never be neurotypical, and honestly I see neurotypical people doing more harm and damage to other people and to the world than a lot of the supposed "mentally Ill" do (neurotypical people do all sorts of awful horrible stuff to each other and to the more vulnerable)