soo, let's start with- this person speaks about how he was influenced into drug addiction and drug dealing by rap music, and yet he still to this day idolizes rap music artists ? Also he said that he made a vow to stop drinking and that he is at his best when he is sober, and yet he still drinks excessively and even talks about how he is drinking hard alcohol in the last chapter of his book while partying in hollywood hills and receiving head for free from three women and then describe them as "devilish" (wtf eww, why do any women find him attractive WHAT THE FUCK ?)
and this person continues to party and for sure drinks excessively and takes ecstasy and hallucinogenic drugs which he essentially demonized as ruining his and his friends minds towards one of the beginning chapters of his book ?