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I mean I observe that a lot of people do this  this is why our anger comes out on the people closest to us sometimes instead of towards the people who actually offended us  but still,  it is kind of upsetting me that I still have remaining feelings of vengefulness towards humanity no matter how "normal" it might be

scared that it is always going to be a repressed part of me that takes over and attacks people sometimes  but I want better for myself and for everyone else  I want to live up to my username and spread compassion and love only without any of the anger directed inwards or outwards stuff

I get the impression you've been spending a lot of time in solitude, and you want Michael but you also crave a companion and that companion must be ready to get cucked.

Your days are passing by without any intimacy, which can affect your mood.

I see the tendency usually in teenagers and children, they tend to find it easier to externalize blame rather than internalize it. 

When everything seems wrong, the ego proves it's easier to blame the world rather than ask ourselves why we feel the need to. It roots from the same place that has us insist to ourselves that we must be smart. 

I do not want a companion at all,  pretty much any of them would be my cuck  even Michael might end up my cuck  he is the only person that I will accept as a significant other  but rn I am preferring to be single

my anger is coming from my life not being the way that I want it right now this very second  I am noticing an extreme amount of impatience and resentment that I have had to endure soo much suffering and inner torment throughout my life without much of a cure  self-compassion has been the only thing that has helped at all