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yesterday I responded to reading his book with hatred because it

on 10/12/2022
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triggered me and caused emotional dysregulation and I feel angry and scared and sad towards him  I let my emotions get the best of me and started spazzing out instead of responding with compassion and I apologize to him and to everyone for that


I am going to try my best to finish reading the rest of this book through the eyes of compassion but I feel soo triggered rn  😭  and just exasperated and overwhelmed  I really wish that he would just hug me and calm me down but he is not here for me as usual so I have to calm myself down  honestly though I am getting really sick of being ignored

 

 

last edit on 10/12/2022 8:05:52 PM
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I also kind of feel myself distancing from the forum and maybe it is time for me to take a break you know ?  I've been through a lot this past year

 

 

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Triggered about what exactly ? 

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I feel like I'm shaking with how many different emotions that I am feeling  I am not feeling "well" and I am finding it difficult to think straight

 

 

last edit on 10/12/2022 8:08:32 PM
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Golden_Eagle said: 

Triggered about what exactly ? 

 

probably many things and I am going to finish reading the book before unpacking all of this,  I plan to finish reading it before tomorrow morning

 

 

last edit on 10/12/2022 8:12:55 PM
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but I can tell you right now that one of them is his sex addiction and the way that he views women as pretty damn near close to property and it shows,  and I am finding it increasingly difficult to stomach sharing my man and thinking about him having sex with any other female except for myself makes me want to vomit

 

 

last edit on 10/12/2022 8:17:31 PM
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0 votes RE: yesterday I responded to reading his book with hatred because it

Buying the book was you already relapsing, you lost once it was in your hands regardless of if it's love or hate. 

Also wasn't his book already seen to be written with lies? 

Mike Majlak accused of lying about childhood and paying hush money to friends

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0 votes RE: yesterday I responded to reading his book with hatred because it
compassionatequeen said: 

but I can tell you right now that one of them is his sex addiction and the way that he views women as pretty damn near close to property and it shows

Well yeah, he even chose to date a porn star. 

I wouldn't be surprised if he was an Andrew Tate fan, Mike is within the niche demographic range that Tate tends to appeal to. 

 
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0 votes RE: yesterday I responded to reading his book with hatred because it
Turncoat said: 

Buying the book was you already relapsing, you lost once it was in your hands regardless of if it's love or hate. 

Also wasn't his book already seen to be written with lies? 

Mike Majlak accused of lying about childhood and paying hush money to friends

 

lol I returned the book and got a full refund back from Amazon  :p

 

 

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