but you were not giving me what I wanted out of a relationship
and you know that I have no choice- how am I supposed to maintain genuine infatuation with or even just attraction to someone who never decided to man up and be like you know what yeah babe, I do want to share half of my stuff and my life with you because being with you and having your love and support is worth that to me ? my body literally outside of my control refuses to even continue producing the oxytocin to find you attractive at all anymore
and I could get wealthier men than you easily if I was after money, and I could get more physically attractive men than you easily if I was after a trophy husband, but no I liked you for your personality and who I thought that you were as a person and that is the saddest part of all, because I did not realize that who you actually are as a person was nothing that any woman would want in a husband in the first place I was soo wrong about you and it sucks