it brings me great joy
being an obsessed stalker who is fixated on attempting to worsen my mental health is not the same thing as a fan, I stopped doing this behavior once I recognized it in myself and if he is never going to mature and evolve past it too then the block will remain maybe I'll see if he has in a year or so or something
Literally just using the public forum to respond to the majority of topics in general. 🤷
Whenever I'm offline she claims I'm trying to ignore her too, it's getting weird.
I would rather be ignored by Turncoat than for him to be a "fan"- I do not want any sort of special attention from him and I want him to focus on someone else and if putting him on mute and ignoring him is what it takes then that is what it takes