I've decided to get out even with what means I have and socialize. We have turned to materialistic classism that I am not rich enough to fully enjoy and I am not so fond of the idea of it anyways. I tried to escape videogames before but did not work because of internal issues and a lack of socialization I have always coped with. How long can people deny their core needs with bullshit? I always imagine that people strike a perfect balance but something has to be traded, sacrificied. Same type of addiction is why people return to this ignorant place. 

Studies proved a lack of socialization is like smoking a pack a day, and there are still people arrogant enough to try to substitute schooling.