i have a lot of dreams of being stuck in solitary confinement, and other things that have happened to me. these dreams are very real, and i wave up screaming and sweating, sometimes i am in a trance where i am violent and raving and think the events are actually happening. i also have sorts of "dreams" like this in the day, daydreams, but very vivid and based on actual events that happened to me and they come as episodes where i think shits happenng all over again and i either space out or start raving and thinking its happening at that moment.
i also have dreams about the angel of death, azrael, which are very near and dear to me but these are far and in between. in these dreams he is my friend.
sometimes i have dreams about mundane things that end up happening irl in the future, or something like it but with a weird twist that fits with the dream.
i also have dreams related to cheating, but im the one being cheated on and im weirdly into it, like watching my husband from the closet and......getting off of it in a weird way while hes with another woman, but they dont know i am there. not that i would ever respond this way when hes cheating by reading his text messages and getting off on it or anything like that, its just a dream.
i also have dreams where my parents find out im bi and they hate me for it, those are horrible. not saying i am, but its a dream i have.
and then there are the best dreams, aside from the ones where im with azrael, or going into other peoples dreams but thats another thing, or lucid dreams, those are really fun,
but dreams where i am a rat, or where im with rats, or with plants or swimming, doing off grid stuff. i make music in my dreams and invent things in my dreams. the best dreams are the ones that are lucid, and sometimes azrael is in them, and every time i lucid dream i try to go to my brother and then him and i explore other peoples dreams in that dream, i have dreams where i am like a princess and i do all kinds of things and meet all kinds of people inside their head, but its just a dream.