even after you tried to nurture them and calm them down and make them feel safe ? especially when you used to feel emotionally connected to one of them like I feel like I am going insane because I want to help him come out of that lifestyle because I cannot imagine that he is actually happy living like that It seems so fake to me such a fake world how can he really be happy living like that
women have strong duality, wanting the wild but hating whats tamed.