If I loved Michael, I never would have become a christian lol I specifically became a christian because I did not want him touching me because I thought that he was ugly and had a huge nose and I thought that he was going to try to kill me if I stayed around in hollywood I thought that he was going to stalk me and capture me
so why in the fuck have I been going with the internal narrative that I am in love with him lately lol Is it because suddenly there was no Jesus for me and I had been sort of obsessed with him because in my mind I thought that he was the antichrist who was doing black sex magick on me and wanted to kill me ? and then suddenly he became the good and desirable guy in my mind because Jesus was no longer the good guy because I caught him contradicting himself and being violent all throughout the bible and it triggered my borderline splitting and all of the sudden Michael of all people became the good guy ? looooooooooool 🤭😂
WHATTHEFUCK LOL MY FREAKING BORDERLINE PD DISORDERED BRAIN gosh I need so much therapy lol