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just realized that I do not and never loved Michael 0.0 whatthefuck


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If I loved Michael,  I never would have become a christian lol  I specifically became a christian because I did not want him touching me because I thought that he was ugly and had a huge nose and I thought that he was going to try to kill me if I stayed around in hollywood  I thought that he was going to stalk me and capture me

 

so why in the fuck have I been going with the internal narrative that I am in love with him lately lol  Is it because suddenly there was no Jesus for me and I had been sort of obsessed with him because in my mind I thought that he was the antichrist who was doing black sex magick on me and wanted to kill me ?  and then suddenly he became the good and desirable guy in my mind because Jesus was no longer the good guy because I caught him contradicting himself and being violent all throughout the bible and it triggered my borderline splitting and all of the sudden Michael of all people became the good guy ? looooooooooool  🤭😂

 

WHATTHEFUCK LOL  MY FREAKING BORDERLINE PD DISORDERED BRAIN  gosh I need so much therapy lol

 

 

last edit on 9/3/2022 4:53:59 AM
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Michael Majlak is not a good or desirable man lol,  and he can only attract sluts who have equally vile bad personalities  I would actually become a higher quality person to not have anything to do with someone with no values or morals like that  he acts like a depraved animal  🤷‍♀️  Idk what was wrong with my brain there for the last couple weeks but I was coming out of a psychosis so I think that we all need to be gentle with myself

 

I have compassion on the broken people of the world but people like him and his friends and the women that he surrounds himself with are not even trying to change and become better people  they just continue plunging deeper and deeper into depravity and addiction

 

 

last edit on 9/3/2022 5:02:19 AM
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I have compassion on the broken people of the world but people like him and his friends and the women that he surrounds himself with are not even trying to change and become better people  they just continue plunging deeper and deeper into depravity and addiction

Sounds like you, with food and adderall. 

You know an adder is a kind of snake, right? Should be a clue to how poisonous it is. 

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0 votes RE: just realized that I do not and never loved Michael 0.0 whatt...

 

I have compassion on the broken people of the world but people like him and his friends and the women that he surrounds himself with are not even trying to change and become better people  they just continue plunging deeper and deeper into depravity and addiction

Sounds like you, with food and adderall. 

You know an adder is a kind of snake, right? Should be a clue to how poisonous it is. 

 

I used to do the schizo paranoid word thing too,  but I am going to go back on it,  for many reasons  it helps me take care of myself and I really need that rn  it is a medicine for a reason  for the people who need it to function it is an actual lifesaver

 

and don't you guys want me to lose the weight again ?  this is another thing that it has helped me with in the past

 

 

last edit on 9/3/2022 5:14:24 PM
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0 votes RE: just realized that I do not and never loved Michael 0.0 whatt...

I have compassion on the broken people of the world but people like him and his friends and the women that he surrounds himself with are not even trying to change and become better people  they just continue plunging deeper and deeper into depravity and addiction

Sounds like you, with food and adderall. 

You know an adder is a kind of snake, right? Should be a clue to how poisonous it is. 

I used to do the schizo paranoid word thing too

I moreso find the connection uncanny, surely the people developing this drug didn't pick the name of a poisonous snake as if they planned to poison-all, but it's a funny connection when you consider that it's basically poison and that they are trying to market it to everybody. 

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