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going to go back on adderall again

on 9/3/2022
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but I want this to be a discussion-  a few things,  now that I know that being the goddess is all in my head I can play with it and have fun with it  I can be the goddess in a creative and loving way  but listen I am scared  once I am back on it again,  I am going to have to start hitting the gym like crazy and losing all of this weight  and I am scared of my paranoia getting the best of me,  but I have an IFS therapist now one who will even do longer sessions with me  I can probably turn being the goddess into a career and a positive influential fun thing

 

but yeah I am scared,  I have been thinking of everything that might go wrong  but the reality is that I have adhd issues and chronic fatigue syndrome and struggle with obesity and it is the only medication that has ever truly worked for me

 

 

last edit on 9/3/2022 3:17:16 AM
on 9/3/2022
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I am feeling really scared about committing to this decision though

 

 

on 9/3/2022
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I am aware that it fuels my grandiosity,  but if I can find a way to use my grandiosity for *good* and for being a positive influence without all of the subconscious christian influence that was causing me to judge any lifestyle that did not align with christian ideal as "evil",  then why not do that ?

 

 

last edit on 9/3/2022 3:27:16 AM
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oh my goodness I feel scared though  my mind on adderall freaking intimidates even myself lol  :p

 

 

last edit on 9/3/2022 3:27:47 AM
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Idk guys,  this is a huge decision for me  I have not been on it for over a year and I feel like the jolt of energy and focus is going to push me to get my life together and become the goddess again and this time to make it public

 

 

last edit on 9/3/2022 3:28:10 AM
on 9/3/2022
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dumb fucking idea idiot. if you wanna know why let me know

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last edit on 9/3/2022 3:28:54 AM
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please do not call people dumb or idiots,  that does not usually lead to them being interested in your perspective or willing to take it seriously

 

 

on 9/3/2022
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compassionatequeen said: 

please do not call people dumb or idiots,  that does not usually lead to them being interested in your perspective or willing to take it seriously

 

 

 I don't care enough, my queen.

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last edit on 9/3/2022 3:34:59 AM
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I think if delora can call someone dumb she should go for it. We will never be this young or this beautiful again, and hopefully not as dumb, but i kinda love you both. lucy

 

on 9/3/2022
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Dexciple said: 

I think if delora can call someone dumb she should go for it. We will never be this young or this beautiful again, and hopefully not as dumb, but i kinda love you both. lucy

 

 you dont know me well. this is a website where most people don't listen to me, or jump on me the second they get. if you think you can judge if i am dumb or not by how i seem in that context on this website, that you think here i can thrive as my true self- you my friend are an idiot.  oh no im not preaching dont judge or some bull, naw thats stupid, judgment is a natural mental process we evolved as "intelligent" creatures along with critical thinking skills.

but maybe think of the lens you judge through before taking it seriously, hm? 

on another note, now that you signed off as lucy, i wonder if the queen here decides you are lucifer and starts trying to E-bone you.

and before you call me a hypocrite, this bitch whether she admits it or not, is my ex. so i think i have a bit more room for if shes a moron or not than you do with me.

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last edit on 9/3/2022 5:17:56 AM
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