as usual i went to the library, to read up on some off grid/rats/gardening/farming/foraging/construction/aquaponics-hydroponics/self sufficiant tips/ecology, and something happened this time- i will write about it if anyone expresses interest because i wont put effort into a post no one has interest in.
on a side note i learned about new dwarf melon strains i did not know of before and im used to reading the same shit over and over with only a glimmer of learning a new thing among all the books, so THAT was awesome because usually i have a hard time finding new info in my subjects of interest. i also learned that you can make an obscure part of the false banana stem into "crackers" with a wafer like grid pattern that occurs naturally.
So you want to survive too, but only me and daz can be me and daz, we need you.
i am the daughter of a man retired from the CIA, as well as being an ex labrat for the US gov. not only do i know shit that lets me know i must be ready and something very well could happen, but i have been through to much shit to let myself be killed by the dumb fucking gov that stole the childhood of me and my brother not to long ago by the time im in my forties.
also im an autistic fuck and the library is quiet and has books on all my special interests to read to my hearts desire.
i also love to pester the librarian with new book requests as they roll em in when i start running out of shit to read but dont want to break my routine by finding a new library.
also i dont have to make eye contact with anyone because BOOKS
yes i am a crazy conspiracy theorist. but i am also the daughter of a former employee of the CIA, and a member of something else as well. think about it.
what were once memories of me fighting with my also autistic little brother over the mini sandwiches at the banquet table and getting god knows what all over each others fancy clothes when daddy was being "promoted", as an adult now translates into something more.
