back this is not easy for me because even Sam Hyde when I was going through that obsession had one of his cameramen contact me to get more information about me and was trying to convince me to join their team but I was too scared Sam can be horrifically mean to people, and I have compassion on him but that is way too harsh of an energy for me to be around and to trust that I would not be mistreated
but anyway I am accepting that Michael does not seem to want me, Idk why and I probably never will I mean I know the reasons but idk why the reasons are not changing men have plenty of reasons not to want to be with me but all of those reasons usually start to disintegrate because of my seductive energy so yeah my pride is really struggling to accept that Michael genuinely seems to not want me it sucks but staying obsessed with him is only going to confuse and break my heart more so I am going to move on and I am going to try to manifest a significant other life partner who has all of the qualities that I am looking for, and Michael has them but he is not communicating with me so I cannot have a relationship with someone who does not even want to talk to me or be with me Irl............
I suppose that I was rejected I do not like this feeling but It is not the end of the world and I will heal and recover but yeah it sucks to feel rejected even after you tried everything that you could think of to win him over šš