for most of my life I have been very emotionally unstable and mean to men because I was driven my my harsh judgmental hateful Inner critic, but after my last *ahem* karmic lesson............ I am leaving these personality traits in the past I desire to bless my future life partner with peace and trust and being a good nurturing teammate but he has to be the right one for me because my personality is pretty complex, and I am not going to become a completely different person and I do crave stimulation and being brought out of my shell and taken on adventures I know that I could settle for a relationship that does not bring me out of my shell because I have many options ranging from introverts to extroverts, but my heart craves someone who will bring me out of my shell and I think that extroverts are good for introverts, because us introverts tend to shut ourselves off from the world if we are not encouraged to get our booties out of the house and out of our "safe quiet zones" that we tend to gravitate towards if forced to leave our houses lol
I personally believe that an extroverted male is going to be the best for me in this lifetime because my physical health is declining and I think that it is in part due to my introversion keeping me away from participating in the outside world very much and my most enjoyable relationships have been with men who pull me out of my shell because my interest in following them around overcomes my introversion
even being with a crack addict which was my last serious relationship was better for me than when I used to live with my mother and grandmother and barely left the house ever lol yeah I was sober and not getting into trouble but I gained so much weight then too and I felt like I was dying inside