like maybe everything will change in a week for all I know and I'll have a new boyfriend that is actually Irl or be super happy single but like so far I am still pretty attracted to him at least to what he looks like and what I know about him ik showing him that I care probably freaks him out but I would rather he know that someone cares about him than the alternative
I guess that I'll just wait and see if he comes around and otherwise stay single I do not want him to be with me if I am not his happiness so I am not like codependent on him in that way anymore but yeah I feel like I do not want to be with anyone else except him
he probably has some sort of special dick if you pick him out of a select few of the rest of the men.
I do care and I want him to feel safe
if a man has feelings for you, then he will knock on your door, even if you were not expecting him.
yeah I do not want anyone new yet but sometimes when you are not looking for true love is when you find it I probably need to stop thinking and obsessing about my past love first though so that no one is in the way of me and my new love enjoying each other
^ this is the truth
