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and I want it very badly  I do not want to say what it is because I do not want to jinx it,  not that I am superstitious or anything but I already let it go so that my manifestation can come back to me as it should but  as my personality and lifestyle is transforming to match that manifestation there is so much longing and frustration that I do not have everything that I want exactly how I want it right now

 

and it has been a while since I practiced conscious manifesting since I gave up anything that might be considered witchcraft when I converted to christianity but now that I am deconverted again I am practicing manifesting again and I am not doing so good at patience and gratefulness for the way that my life is right now

 

I am trying but oh my gosh

 

 

last edit on 8/29/2022 8:06:33 PM
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I have had some very successful manifestations come through in the past that exceeded my expectations as far as "awesomeness" goes,  so I know that I am a powerful manifestor but with this latest manifestation,  I am attempting to max out my power of creating the life of my dreams  and Idk what is going to come in to match that or how soon  but I know that something is coming in,  and that it is probably going to be even more awesome than anything that I have experienced in the past

 

but at the same time I am struggling with health issues now that I was not struggling with the last time I manifested a really awesome life experience for myself so I am kind of like,  well f***  thank you so much christianity  :/  for like ruining my physical and mental health  I hope that I can get it back some day but it kind of feels like all is lost,  I do not want to think that way or believe that though

 

 

last edit on 8/29/2022 8:14:32 PM
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no one said that manifesting the life of my dreams was going to take so much from me  like I feel so exhausted and sick after having had to go through the process of clearing all of my fears and unhelpful thought patterns  but I already did all of the work,  so now I just have to wait for it to come in you know ?  not that I do not have more to learn and work towards,  but I am not having to actively lay the foundation for my manifestation anymore because it is solid and unshakable now  sighh  this last year was such an exhausting time period  I did not even realize that eventually I would manifest the life that I always dreamed of,  I thought that I was going to be doomed to being a slave to the christian religion forever lol  :/  that was pretty horrific in hindsight  thank goodness that I could not believe in christianity even if I wanted to anymore,  the religion has way too many contradictions and too much violence encouraged by it,  but at least some of the believers of the religion tend to have kind compassionate souls but rwalize that humanity practices a lot of self-sabotaging behavior and do not really understand why and are just very scared  christianity offers a somewhat believable at first explanation,  but if you study it from all angles the fallacies of the explanations for why everything in the human life experience is the way that it is begin to reveal themselves

 

 

last edit on 8/29/2022 9:18:15 PM
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Manifestation.

Summer of 2017 I was playing a mobile game called 10 Billion Wives, it's basically a game where we have points collecting non stop like 100,000,000 points per second, beyond quadrillions.

I thought to myself how I wished I could bank on numbers rolling in just like that. Within that same time frame, a youtube video of this crazy PC build with 8 GPUs daisy-chained together randomly showed up. I checked it out, and wow. It was exactly what I wanted. We can really build machines that make money just like that, I'm going to do this.

I don't claim to be an expert in manifestation, but it was imminent that I was going to do this, and only I can do it, it won't just happen for me, but the path was clear. I never just thought about it, I spoke it out loud for witnesses to hear.

Hype is important and if there's no hype we'll say it's not going to happen from an observers perspective, but there was hype, then, comes the downloads. Mental downloads, like messages or knowledge coming out of thin air. Next comes...

The Barrier.

Usually this is money related, because money in part is key to our dreams, in this case it was hardware availability, plus shops limiting GPU purchases down 2 at a time plus, they were sold out 99% of the time. Gamers were also furious at the low supply pushing up gpu prices, so people like me were resented, some of the workers in some locations would give me attitude etc.

For 2 months I stalked the shops, I knew shipment dates and upon receiving new shipments I'd swoop in and get 2 more GPU's. I've scored 4 GPU's in a day once. When 27 were accumulated and my non conventional riser connectors arrived I built the machines.

To cut this short, I  made it work, then made it work more efficiently, and it paid for itself in 3 months ( the build costed 16 grand )

Whenever we get what we want there's always negatives, in this case the heat from the machines made the environment very unpleasant to be in.

One might think this story is simply seeing something and doing it too, which it is, but it adds to my lifestyle. It was I who said I don't want to work for a living anymore, plus I don't have to pay rent. I also believe I'm going to be a billionaire. I would've been already twice if I followed my heart. Hex and Shiba Inu had loud accusers while both were available at my fingertips when they fiiiiirst out. I let them go but bought them later. Shiba went on to go up 70,000,000%. To put that into perspective some bloke turned 8k into 5.8 Billion with a B with Shiba Inu, while Hex would turn 1k into 10M. Fear and uncertainty prevented me from buying early. I learned something for my making.

This is my life now, everyday is Saturday and I'm currently on holiday until 2024 where I'll make more with less effort.

I'm currently invested in an upcoming project that will 10,000x no problem, and will buy more on it's first day.

Another thing, I don't really buy anything for myself, I can have almost anything now but I'll do that when I'm stupid rich. I also have to hold my end of the bargan and create jobs, or else I'll lose everything. (I legit believe that. When I asked for this, I said I'll create platforms for workers and help others in private. If I manifested this which think I did, then I have to fulfill my claim).

Side note. Logan Paul is into Ethereum and used it to make 5M 1 night. Michael too probably. In effect that created more adopters which is good for selling.

Tl;dr: Manifestation is simply applying ourselves or participating in what we need to do to get what we're after. We also have to either cut out certain ppl, or put them on time out. Never say you can't. And ask. Even if people are key, ask for more. People who remain idle will not manifest, it works like a path, and knowledge just comes to you like lightning striking your brain.

 

 

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ah,  you have some knowledge on manifestation good for you  you must also remember there is a time to put out energy and there is a time to receive your manifestation  if you never allow yourself to be in a receptive energy you will always repel your manifestation  ;p  it will always be an "I just have to work a little bit harder and then one day I will finally have it" scenario in that case,  like a carrot on a stick  avoid this mentality if you actually want to enjoy success in life

 

 

last edit on 8/29/2022 11:57:51 PM
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when the timing is right,  if you have truly done all of your foundational manifesting work correctly,  all that you will have to do is say  "yes"  (as in accept the gift from the universe)  :p  if you are confident that you have done all of your manifesting work correctly,  then you probably have and can trust that confidence because it is the same confidence that you had when you manifested smaller goals into reality  :p

 

 

last edit on 8/30/2022 12:06:18 AM
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lol hey her self-esteem is improving

 

 

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