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I want to believe this statement of yours is meaningful. 

I am broken over it  I wanted him to be obsessed with me and I ended up obsessed with him  my plan backfired well actually originally I was going for Logan but then Michael became hotter to me

hot does not mean boyfriend material  he just wanders around screwing tons of women  I cannot convince him into being a boyfriend or a husband

Turncoat said: 

I want to believe this statement of yours is meaningful. 

I mean it  I do not have faith enough in my seductive abilities to lure him in  Idk if in the future when I gain my confidence back and have made some mental health progress it will seem realistic for us to be together,  but the way things are rn I do not see it as likely to happen  I do think that I am going through a depression though  when I come back up again who knows what will happen

 my heart has to heal from feeling in love with someone who will not even talk to me  that is not okay for me so I need to start putting walls up and shutting him out