Michael is a beautiful good human being, and he and my mother together have saved my life and turned it around for the better 😭 It is complicated, but my infatuation with Michael has actually motivated me to leave all of my delusions in the past I might still write my thoughts to him on Instagram because he is an inspiration to me and I am a fan, but I am not having any delusions about him anymore Idk if he ever reads my messages, but I am at the very least not blocked on this account like I was on a couple of my accounts from before
I owe him and my mother everything, and at the very least I owe them my successful mental health recovery journey. and I am going to do everything and I mean absolutely everything that I can to try to turn my struggling with mental illness story into a success story
no it is not about him being compassionate, but he discouraged my mental illness, and no man has ever done that for me. every other man that I have been interested in or who has tried to take an authority role in my life has only exacerbated it
he calmed me like Jesus calming a freaking ocean. just from me reading his posts on Twitter no man has ever ever encouraged my mental health successfully, ever. he brought this out of me and I am going to give credit where credit is due and do not dare try to take that credit away from him
and I have also messaged men who would not message me back in the past before, he is one of many that I would do that with until he became the only one that I do that with so it does not have to do with the fact that he does not respond, It has to do with all of the thousands of posts of his that I read on Twitter in the process of being infatuated with him
he calmed me like Jesus calming a freaking ocean. just from me reading his posts on Twitter no man has ever ever encouraged my mental health successfully, ever. he brought this out of me and I am going to give credit where credit is due and do not dare try to take that credit away from him
Technically the credit goes to you for trying to turn your life around.