love you all bye I am going to somehow heal from all of the trauma of being rejected by the love of my life Ik that he is not a good person but Idk I had a crush on him for some reason not even at first, I had no interest in him at first but then my attraction grew and idk what to do I know that he does not care about me or want to take care of me he is not even offering to kill me and put me out of my depression