I am being who I am for myself too, but I want to gift myself to someone else so that they can enjoy myself too lol
That's what anyone wants, but you are hardly stable in yourself, despite what you may be saying. Consider what that means and what it really means you can offer someone else that's stable and such.
I can offer him someone to take care of and provide for and snuggle with lol these are my offerings to the great Michael God :p and I can offer him my love and my admiration and my this face 😍🥰
Ok, now that offers are on the table, what if that person refuses or flat-out ignores the offer? How many times or how long before you take that "no" for an answer? When do you simply explore yourself and your own value and enjoy that about yourself first, and see if you're more than snuggles and some sort of source of neediness?
Thrall to the Wire of Self-Excited Circuit.