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k I am going to be fine I will just continue with IFS therapy and


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forget about Michael and move on and be fine  I just need to keep focusing on therapy and I will be able to forget about this and leave it all on the past and move on and be fine

 

 

last edit on 8/17/2022 11:39:55 PM
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You should return to your therapist, and you still seem pretty hyperactive right now. 

I don't think the episode's over. 

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but at least the divine Mother and believing in the Judaic God part is,  now I am back to thinking that I am mk ultra programmed for some unknown purpose that I cannot see into the future what it is supposed to be  I think that I was paranoid about being sacrificed,  I think that I just became scared because I realized that Michael was powerful and different from normal men and then I started feeling out of control and expecting all of the very worst  even though in reality he was just copying what I was doing at the time which was threatening him so he was threatening me back subliminally through all of his social media content at the time and maybe he was just mirroring me idk

 

 

last edit on 8/17/2022 11:45:55 PM
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but at least the divine Mother and believing in the Judaic God part is

For now, even those themes came from your older adventures down religion, and how much you insisted that you know the material allowed elements from unrelated religions to seep into your rhetoric for a while. 

now I am back to thinking that I am mk ultra programmed for some unknown purpose that I cannot see into the future what it is supposed to be  I think that I was paranoid about being sacrificed

Why can't this have simply come from you without being another's fault? 

Can't unfortunate things just happen on their own, like being born disordered? 

,  I think that I just became scared because I realized that Michael was powerful and different from normal men and then I started feeling out of control and expecting all of the very worst  even though in reality he was just copying what I was doing at the time which was threatening him so he was threatening me back subliminally through all of his social media content at the time and maybe he was just mirroring me idk

Bruh he's just a grifter. 

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true,  but I fell for the con then because I felt like I was in love with him lol

 

 

last edit on 8/17/2022 11:52:47 PM
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true,  but I fell for the con then because I felt like I was in love with him lol

From my point of view, you conned yourself the same way you did over Sam Hyde. 

Mackle is a grifter, that's what got him rich and it's why he otherwise isn't that big of a deal by my metric, but you took that he was rich and successful to mean he was sexy, then took your self-perception of power to figure that he must be roughly as powerful as you are for you to find him so attractive. 

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last edit on 8/17/2022 11:59:16 PM
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