that this was not all a schizophrenic manic episode
please oh my gosh idk what to do I am so scared I am so confused by the past two years of my life and my relationship with Phill my ex and like how the f*** I ended up in hollywood and then you became such a huge and interesting part of my life and what does this all mean where is this all leading am I insane ?
I am soooooooooooo confused please tell me what is happening
I do not have one I have to get a new secular one
How overtly religious was the last one?