I realize that this is a problem I should not think that the child that most resembles Satan my ex is adorable and want to hug him for like an entire day long and think his jokes are funny there is something very wrong with me am I going to be condemned to eternal hell ? I also have been noticing a lot of trust issues between Jesus and I coming up I have been struggling to believe everything that Jesus says, I really really want to but the doubt creeps in so easily what am I to do ? I will keep praying and keep reading the New Testament, I can promise these things but I am going to need so many miracles if I am going to somehow end up this powerful Christian woman of faith I appear to be so far from it despite my good intentions to have wanted to be pleasing to Jesus when I gave my life to Jesus back in April 2021