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k so I think that Michael is adorable. help


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I realize that this is a problem  I should not think that the child that most resembles Satan my ex is adorable and want to hug him for like an entire day long and think his jokes are funny  there is something very wrong with me  am I going to be condemned to eternal hell ?  I also have been noticing a lot of trust issues between Jesus and I coming up  I have been struggling to believe everything that Jesus says,  I really really want to but the doubt creeps in so easily  what am I to do ?  I will keep praying and keep reading the New Testament,  I can promise these things but I am going to need so many miracles if I am going to somehow end up this powerful Christian woman of faith  I appear to be so far from it despite my good intentions to have wanted to be pleasing to Jesus when I gave my life to Jesus back in April 2021

 

 

last edit on 7/29/2022 8:40:19 PM
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I hope that I do not end up condemned to eternal hell............

 

 

last edit on 7/29/2022 8:40:40 PM
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Simpping simp.

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😳😬  Ik,  but I am having trust issues with Jesus ?  give me advice Spatial what should I do ?  wait I do not even want s**ual intercourse with Michael I just want him to be my snuggle buddy and him to tell me stories I want him to make up stories and tell me them like brothers grimm stories

 

 

last edit on 7/30/2022 12:28:30 AM
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😬  Ik,  but I am having trust issues with Jesus ?  give me advice Sparial what should I do ?

 Practice acceptance. Which entails gracefully taking a loss.

It's strange, but when I think about it, all of the girls I ever had a crush on, were easily accessible and I had contact with them.

The last time I fell for someone, she turned out quite toxic. Thought I had a sociopath on my hands, hence me being here right now a decade later.

I liked her a lot, but she was killing me off slowly, so I cut her off. Technically she stonewalled me first, but came back 11 months later. Inside I was happy, but I also understood what I'm dealing with. I never call her, but she calls me, and I feel like if I open up she'll enter and start chewing me out.

So Emily.

Take back your power. The Michael thing is destroying you. If you remain you'll suffer.

Entertaining your perspectives ( Michael is semi fictional to me, still ), it appears you're being approached. Put yourself, first, resist the urge to flatter your abuser, yes you're being abused by someone or something. You seem crazy to us. Maybe you're being trolled, but some of your case seems unlikely. Still it's possible you're really being trolled. Its doable to haunt someone like that while remaining invisible to the rest of us.

You desperately need a new favorite person. All I can say is resist.

And rest is so important. You don't sleep much.

 

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 wait I do not even want s**ual intercourse with Michael I just want him to be my snuggle buddy and him to tell me stories I want him to make up stories and tell me them like brothers grimm stories

 Yep I recognize that.

I wasn't particularly interested in having sex with that girl I mentioned. I just really wanted her around even to just cuddle. It'll turn into a desire to have sex after awhile. You totally would bang. If it's not good you'd make it good, it's like that.

It's because of her my taste in women expanded, I normally like thicc girls, but this one is flat and skinny.

Does Michael seem to idolize you ? Keep you in place ? What is about him has you like so ?

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kk for once I 100 percent agree with your advice that I need a new favorite person  I still want it to be Jesus but I am having some problems trusting him rn  Idk if I should just force myself to trust him anyway or what  I do not really want to blindly trust a human person instead that seems even more risky,  I just need to prepare for if I eventually need to leave the Christian faith behind in the future  I might as well learn it thoroughly and take the food advice that it offers with me into the future though,  if I do eventually decide to leave the Christian faith

 

 

last edit on 7/30/2022 1:14:21 AM
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kk for once I 100 percent agree with your advice that I need a new favorite person  I still want it to be Jesus but I am having some problems trusting him rn  Idk if I should just force myself to trust him anyway or what  I do not really want to trust a human person instead

 

 Einstein once said something along the lines of

"When the answer is simple God is talking"

This is true, we'll understand crystal clear no doubt about it.

There's no simplicity behind your reasoning. Earlier you were confused and you closed yourself off from the Lord.

Be mindful of how you fallout.

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And get rest. Or else I'll find you and I'll show you how effective the rod can be at training the mind.

last edit on 7/30/2022 1:23:37 AM
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Or else I'll find you and I'll show you how effective the rod can be at training the mind.

I can just imagine the assault charges filed following that. 🤣

Good thing you're rich. 

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