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I have been behaving like a very ignoring disrespectful wife  :/  no wonder I am a hot mess  I am going to go take an epsom salt bath lol

then I will sit down like a proper lady and read the new testament from my pretty white bible  the bigger one because I have two a smaller one and a bigger one

You made that more than apparent in our talks, trust me. 

Have you thought about attending any groups that are biblical focused groups like, you know. Bible studies or youth groups, anything related to that sort of thing. 

It might be an interesting way to learn about it, rather than just sitting alone and reading you know. Bible studies they just focus on a particular excerpt and just discuss it.

Or you could take a Theological studies class at a university or something like that, online even. I mean, even youtube or skillshare I’m sure has plenty to dive into. 

No because honestly I have been noticing that I have a bad mental health impact on Christians so far  they cannot handle the forces of darkness that are messing with me and It is something that I need to figure out between myself and God so that I can be a good parental mother figure influence on the children  I have the holy scriptures all printed out in a book,  all I really need to be doing is reading them  I do know how to read so I do not have much of any excuse unfortunately other than fear which just reveals that I am scared and makes me look scared of the bible which I am and I should not be but I am lol

Blanc said: 

Have you thought about attending any groups that are biblical focused groups like, you know. Bible studies or youth groups, anything related to that sort of thing. 

It might be an interesting way to learn about it, rather than just sitting alone and reading you know. Bible studies they just focus on a particular excerpt and just discuss it.

The room to discuss really helps, but you need to find a particularly creative and patient speaker to ask real questions. 

Still, with Turq looking for guidance that structure could be good for helping understand the texts that much more. A lot of it is oddly worded. 

that is the other problem,  I have incredibly complex questions that come quite naturally to my mind and bless people of faiths hearts but most of them a lot of times in general they do not want to handle their beliefs being challenged or questioned  they act like it is a personal attack even when I am of the same faith as them

JesusistheKing said: 

that is the other problem,  I have incredibly complex questions and bless people of faiths hearts a lot of times they do not want to handle their beliefs being challenged

You have to learn the 101 before you can discuss the more advanced subjects in a way they'll be open to hearing. 

yeah some of that too  so ultimately I just need to read the bible on my own and I have come to the conclusion that is the best course of a room for me but Idk how to stop procrastinating because I am scared of reading it and Idk how to stop being scared but I think that the fear is fading  It helps even just confessing that I am scared to read it because now it is not this dark secret that I am hiding anymore