lol 🤷♀️
sick and tired of leaving churches for every single little "flaw" like there is probably not a single perfect church at least this one is trying the holy spirit can reveal to everyone about the praying in tongues quietly between themselves and God in his timing
and maybe there is something in the scriptures that I do not know about people being allowed to pray publically all together while singing and worshipping Jesus like it does not seem like they are glorifying themselves or like a prideful thing and nothing demonic was going on for sure like it was all blessings and edifying and encouraging
I mean to be fair I finally worked through enough "taste of my own medicine" stuff to God's satisfaction that I learned enough of those spiritual lessons that now this church actually likes me and accepts me and is encouraging me which is a first I have never been part of a community that built me up and gave to me instead of tore me down and used me and that includes even my own family tore me down and used me
Jesus wanted me to know what it felt like to be on the other end on what I used to give out before I was physically incarnated as a human being in a human body and I can see that very very clearly now, like very very clearly more clearly than I have ever seen anything in my entire life It is so very very obvious
I mean to be fair I finally worked through enough "taste of my own medicine" stuff to God's satisfaction that I learned enough of those spiritual lessons that now this church actually likes me and accepts me and is encouraging me which is a first I have never been part of a community that built me up and gave to me instead of tore me down and used me and that includes even my own family tore me down and used me
Jesus wanted me to know what it felt like to be on the other end on what I used to give out before I was physically incarnated as a human being in a human body and I can see that very very clearly now, like very very clearly more clearly than I have ever seen anything in my entire life It is so very very obvious
^ If it was not God wanting it to happen, then it was Satan wanting it to happen but at least one of them wanted it to happen, and God at least allowed Satan to do that to me so that it would humble me
I mean to be fair I finally worked through enough "taste of my own medicine" stuff to God's satisfaction that I learned enough of those spiritual lessons that now this church actually likes me and accepts me and is encouraging me which is a first
Do they know you're The Divine Mother yet?
these Christians from this church actually receive visions and prophecies that are about more than just for their own personal protection as in they are spiritual more matured and stronger than the mainstream church Christians and know and live the new testament scriptures in a real way instead of just talking and reading about it and have close intimate relationships with Jesus unlike the mainstream nearly spiritually dead churches so if he wants them to know he can reveal it to them 🤷♀️ I experimented once with telling other Christians personally myself and I found it to have done more harm and confusion than good because my mind was still doing harm and confusion in general and still is in some ways and still will until I am more fully sanctified which is the goal of this year to become more fully sanctified and spiritually mature and stronger and more powerful of a vessel of good