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OH PLEASE DO NOT LET THIS BE A JINX

so far so good............  hmm very interesting indeed

for all people who were ACTUALLY fucking molested i implore you to STFU

Delora said: 

for all people who were ACTUALLY fucking molested i implore you to STFU

people with your mindsets disgust me,  many who were actually molested at young ages repress it and do not remember it for a long long time because of how *actually* traumatizing and embarrassing and humiliating and psychologically shattering it is  not love talking about it and using it for sympathy plots like you do

honestlly you have horrible opinions

I do not remember being molested,  but now the emotions and physical sensations of having been molested,  the trauma memories that my body still carried and felt are completely GONE praise Jesus  :)

all of this being said,  Satan raped me again early this morning so yeah I am assuming that those "molested" feelings came from being molested in early childhood by a human man (men?)  so yeah

I think that one of them was my biological father unfortunately,  and he actually decided to move to South America once he found out that I was beginning trauma and Internal Family Systems therapy,  probably because he knew that I would potentially recover memories

I have forgiven him by act of my will,  but all of the trauma that it caused me psychologically that has not been healed yet has not forgiven him  so it will take time I guess and I can see why he would move continents,  I would too if I were him and I could sense the anger of my child that I abused  this is how it will be for Quintasia too when Jade grows up,  that is why I finally snapped on Quin about the pedo stuff she did to her daughter

JesusistheKing said: 

I do not remember being molested

Had you remembered it before? I thought that was repressed knowledge. 

Turncoat said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

I do not remember being molested

Had you remembered it before? I thought that was repressed knowledge. 

 

nope never  has always been just a "probably" and I think that I want it to stay that way because of how much of the thought of accepting that something like that could have happened to me repulses me and fills me with all sorts of negative emotions