to convince me that It is "stupid" to have the "spotlight of attention" on me and for me to be in "the public eye" in any capacity because everything I do is wrong and I suck at people pleasing, and I am convinced that Satan convinced me at a very young age probably early elementary school that I would never be able to people please everyone so it would be better to rebel and stay to myself and try to please no one instead AND IDK HOW HE GOT AWAY WITH CONVINCING ME OF THIS WHICH IS THE F***ED PART IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM RETARDED AND A DUPE
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