so my new roommate is half black and half white and grew up on the streets of Chicago and although she professes to be a Christian too, she also attends a Mormon church sometimes and she also listens to a lot of rap music, and I mean a lot and really loud and with heavy bass too
I as a white woman occasionally listen to rap music and enjoy it, more frequently in the past although I was finally starting to decrease listening to it because of the violence and profanity and drug and intoxication references and the s**ually explicit lyrics, but now I find myself somewhat powerlessly having to listen to it every day because I have to respect freewill and allow her to listen to it, and I am like what is Jesus doing with putting me in this situation, what does he want me to learn from this ?
and also, she has random men over often and I keep having to excuse myself to go back into my room because I feel uncomfortable around them, and when I first moved in I needed someone to help me set up my bedframe and the man who she asked to come help me stole my phone and I am now using her second phone while I am waiting like a week for a replacement phone to be delivered because I wanted the same model and all that they had available were refurbished ones from online
