Robert, I told you about that guy who was 16 because I wanted you to kill me, not because it was true. Andrew, I showed you Robert’s thing when I said it was a 16 year old’s. The messages were from the 16 year old, but the picture was the picture I sent him of Robert’s thing. You couldn’t tell because you hadn’t seen his thing before that. Everything else I said here was a lie because this site is for sociopaths and I wanted to fit in.
To all of the haters, AKA everyone, I appreciate the time and effort you put into hating me. It gave me that “supply” as you say. I’m not going back to hating myself as I did when I tried to kill myself and I’m not going to hate myself just because Robert hates me.
To all of my ex’s from here… No one ever really liked you, especially not me.
To Robert, I love you, I thought we had something great. Text me when you’re older and more mature, less sexually active and finally over yourself. You are or used to be a great guy and I loved you for that. I know I’m not great, but I know I truly love you because I still love you. I’ll be here for you if you ever need anything at all. If you ever feel sad or if you ever need someone to love you, I’ll be here. If you ever get kicked out of your parent’s house or need to get away for a weekend, call on me. I’ll always answer. I’m really sorry for what I said to you and I wish I could take it back, but I can’t. Unless I can and then I do 😁 You make me wish I was a better person, so I’m going to become one. Feel free to reach out to see where I am in that process at any time. Really, I’m just saying I love you and I forgive you and I’ll always be here for you if you need me or want me.
To everything else here, thanks for making my time here special. I want to say I’ll never be back, but you’ll never know if I’m back, if I ever do come back. I’ll be totally and completely different and I’ll be sane. I freaking love this place and will always love this place, but it’s bad for me and bad for my sanity. I’ll be on my discord server thought, if you want to check up on me without messaging me or anything. I’ll be writing my thoughts there instead of here.
i love you all, but I have to go, peace ✌️