You don't have to think of yourself that way, it's just a theory which from my understanding describes a pattern of systematizing tendency. Systematizing may be more of a male pattern thing, but it doesn't mean you're a male if you have that pattern. I have a highly feminized digit ratio, but it's not like that makes me feel womanly. I just have a pattern that's more typical of the opposite sex.
theres a difference between people telling you your fucking fingers look like a girl ( no one cares) thansomeone telling you your whole ass brain is like a girl, if your a dude. admit it, its fucking weird.