I like the world, I like seeing graffiti on the walls and trains that tells a story of depth, I like eating of the food that comes from centuries of wisdom, I enjoy technology that behaves very unlike this world, yet closer to how we operate than even how close we are to Nature these days. I have enjoyed taking drugs, those of the land as God would intend it and those cultivated by Science as Satan would (Ergot Poisoning vs LSD Trips, you tell me which is more evil).
I enjoy traveling and seeing all the different deities they revere, seeing old temples to gods I'd never even heard of before visiting there. I enjoy meeting new people and having us exchange information so that we may both grow more intelligent, more wise, more worldly through each other's tales. I like who they are for both the light and dark, their successes and their failures, their strengths and their weaknesses which really aren't so different from one-another. I enjoy philosophical exchange so that I may grow my own philosophy, rather than take it word-for-word from someone else as if to plagiarize their life path.
I like sex as an exploration of the mind and body, and I like kinks as a subset of that. I enjoy clothing for it's textures and aesthetic, rather than just for the sake of keeping me warm, and I like having more than one outfit to choose from as a form of Peacocking and Conversational Streamlining (a lot of people I've met started from 'Hey, nice shirt!'), and I enjoy watching how others do it back, how they display their construct, their ego, their image. I enjoy the feeling of oils and the smell of shampoos and perfumes that did not come from anything you or I would call natural.
I have enjoyed learning of various things that are not of God, but of Man, and hold Man in higher regard over how far we've come since our genesis. The things we have accomplished are amazing, and they were not accomplished by having been given to us, but from us having earned it through centuries of study and history. We have built monuments to our own hubris and they are beautiful to me, be it out of clay, paint, printout, digital screen, graffiti, anything.
We have had wars that have inspired drama unlike anything else, we've had struggles that show us the true heart of humanity when it's pressed, when it's stressed, when it's cornered, when it's given the room to be embraced by the artists and poets of this world. There is so much beauty to behold here, so much cultivated by human hands, that is all thanks to human ingenuity and built upon a history of one horror or another, having such progress and success come from growing out of the shit that is the suffering of life.
All of the above is of Satan, to love this world and appreciate how full of life it's become, through the unnatural, is to embrace him.
While God may be responsible for our birth, it is Satan who adopted and raised us, who made points over our nature towards one who cannot relate to the passage of time as we do beyond his time spent on Earth as Jesus, a being capable of super powers who, therefor, is nothing like a true human being. God cannot even fathom dying of old age, that alone sets Him and us apart.
Want to know what is of God, what is of our template that people fight constantly to rid of the feeling of?
Ennui.
The true root of our suffering is our own listlessness, our inability to sit still and simply be content with what we have. It is that impatience with permanence that inspires us towards change in the first place, and is what puts us right into the palm of Satan's hand. I live for the senses, as they are what we have as our appraisal towards living, and further I embrace the notion of Wisdom, Twisted or not, for the truth it brings, and I love the beauty that comes from each.
Ennui is the sickest joke God's ever played on us, it makes what we desire and what He offers contradict constantly. It is unnatural to simply be content with what one has.
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