because i know i do and i know others probably feel the same way, and its alright to feel that way. i think we all know that the real reason we are here, whether we admit it to ourselves or not, is because we have been hurt, or something inside of us is broken.
but i think, that no one deserves to feel the way many of us if not all of us here feel.
people will tell you things like, well, some have it worse so your pain does not matter.
but your pain does matter. it matters because it hurts you, just because someone else has pain too, even if more, does not mean your own pain is meaningless. it does not mean, that it does not matter, because to say that is to be mean to yourself, and im sure we both know plenty of people have already harmed you so why hurt yourself?
its ok to feel the way you do, and i just want to let you know, that god is there with you. he sees you, even if you dont see him, he sees you and he loves you, and everything is alright. you dont have to be happy. you can be sad. its ok.
even if im someone who has snapped at you, and we all snap at eachother, i hope my words still ring true to you and you can find rest and solace in them.
