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lol I did not do humbling the right way


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I am wondering if Jesus is disappointed in me ?  he probably is but I cannot undo the past  Idk what is wrong with me and why I have to be so deviant with everything

 

 

last edit on 6/11/2022 1:17:23 AM
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like I have a serious addiction to deviancy and rebelling from social norms and loving disgustingness  😕  Idk what to do I love being not how I "should" be  but I want to stop loving that though

 

 

last edit on 6/11/2022 1:20:25 AM
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normal and "fitting in" has always been so freaking boring to me  but Jesus wants me to be like this perfect goodie goodie and it is so not what I am used to  😭

 

I just want to be who I want to be,  but who I want to be is toxic for both myself and for everyone else

 

but who I want to be for Jesus is good for both myself and everyone else,  and that is why I love Jesus  🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️

 

 

last edit on 6/11/2022 1:21:00 AM
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Rather than humbling you seem to be rumbling and tumbling. 

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0 votes RE: lol I did not do humbling the right way

Rather than humbling you seem to be rumbling and tumbling. 

 

lol I am doing what,  Turncoat ?  :p

 

and what would you suggest to do that would be humbling,  then ?

 

 

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Rather than humbling you seem to be rumbling and tumbling. 

lol I am doing what,  Turncoat ?  :p

Rumbling: 


Tumbling: 


and what would you suggest to do that would be humbling,  then ?

I'd suggest spending some time learning more about yourself from the point of view of those around you, rather than through yourself. While what you find may contradict your self image it still gives room to think over how one's behavior can affect others. 

 

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0 votes RE: lol I did not do humbling the right way

Rather than humbling you seem to be rumbling and tumbling. 

lol I am doing what,  Turncoat ?  :p

Rumbling: 


Tumbling: 


and what would you suggest to do that would be humbling,  then ?

I'd suggest spending some time learning more about yourself from the point of view of those around you, rather than through yourself. While what you find may contradict your self image it still gives room to think over how one's behavior can affect others. 

 

 

yeah I have never wanted to think about or care how my behavior affects others because I thought of myself as a hopeless cause and that I could not be "good enough or normal" ever,  but Jesus wants me to care and Jesus gives me hope

 

how would me pretending to crawl up Michael's asshole and using it as an analogy for him treating me like shit and how it made me feel affect him if he read it,  and then calling myself an obese poop on a forum of people affect them ?

 

 

last edit on 6/11/2022 1:58:20 AM
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Well, some may worry about you or otherwise are concerned for your well-being. :/

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Well, some may worry about you or otherwise are concerned for your well-being. :/

 

thank you for caring

 

 

last edit on 6/11/2022 3:07:41 AM
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