about the opinions of anyone else except myself and God, because ultimately those are the only two opinions that matter to me in my life anymore (my own opinion and God's opinion) and only God knows my heart and intentions and the reasons why I do everything that I do, and this is the main reason why I do not care about other people's opinions anymore because 99.9% of the time they do not understand what and why I am saying to them, and their reflections of what I said to them back to myself are inaccurate and just frustrating and stupid and a waste of caring about
which Is why I need to figure out how to meet my own emotional and psychological needs between myself and God alone, and then go on to spend my time trying to give to those in need what they need and most importantly share the truth with them, (as unadulterated as possible with my own flawed perceptions of the truth) which is another thing that I am in the process of correcting between myself and God
This being said, I do not assume that any of you will be able to accurately interpret in a beneficial for yourselves and myself and other people way even what I am saying right now, so I am posting this mostly for just my own benefit and on the off chance that some of you might be able to vaguely interpret accurately some of what and why I am posting what I am posting
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