Satan led me on that Michael was going to seduce me on this forum and I was all looking forward to it, but now I am really let down struggling to cope the disappointment is severe
What kind of help are you getting?
self-help the best and most reliable kind
Hasn't it been self-help already?
If you recognize yourself becoming suicidal, it may be time to lean a little more on others.
You should really speak to someone that can physically help you if the urge to hurt yourself is there