Yeah but I'm asking about experiences with sin that you may have witnessed from Christian people you've met in your life.
Yeah but I'm asking about experiences with sin that you may have witnessed from Christian people you've met in your life.
I would say that the most annoying and triggering ones that I have witnessed (and witnessed often) are the hypocrisy but especially combined with a self-righteous and "holier-than-thou" attitude but as I am maturing I am less and less triggered by human being adults acting like fools because I am a human being adult and I act like a fool sometimes too It is when I get stuck in the childhood parts of me where my "church wounds" were first formed during my childhood school years attending a private Christian school in first through third grade and I was seeing the adults as "the big Intelligent giant people who are so much smarterer and better than me and are supposed to be my role models and also protect me and teach me all of the important truths of life" that I become triggered, because I was and am always, always disappointed lol and I always will be until I figure out how to mature those parts of me and not continue to get stuck in them which is whyyyyyyyyyyyy I have been drawn to Internal Family Systems therapy lately because I am trying to heal my Inner child, because she is very very damaged and traumatized being a child was so terrifying and confusing for me and Idk all of the reasons why, but I just know that it was
So the only sin from others that really catches your attention is arrogance and hypocrisy, but you can't recall any examples right now when it comes to other people?
to be fair, I think that I have been spending too much time alone lately and not participating in a church but I do not want to join another church and feel uncomfortable and leave again, so I am trying to become remissioned from my "social problem behaviors" first............
do you have any friends?
Yeah but I'm asking about experiences with sin that you may have witnessed from Christian people you've met in your life.
I would say that the most annoying and triggering ones that I have witnessed (and witnessed often) are the hypocrisy but especially combined with a self-righteous and "holier-than-thou" attitude but as I am maturing I am less and less triggered by human being adults acting like fools because I am a human being adult and I act like a fool sometimes too It is when I get stuck in the childhood parts of me where my "church wounds" were first formed during my childhood school years attending a private Christian school in first through third grade and I was seeing the adults as "the big Intelligent giant people who are so much smarterer and better than me and are supposed to be my role models and also protect me and teach me all of the important truths of life" that I become triggered, because I was and am always, always disappointed lol and I always will be until I figure out how to mature those parts of me and not continue to get stuck in them which is whyyyyyyyyyyyy I have been drawn to Internal Family Systems therapy lately because I am trying to heal my Inner child, because she is very very damaged and traumatized being a child was so terrifying and confusing for me and Idk all of the reasons why, but I just know that it was
what trauma did u suffer as a child? i don't think i've ever seen u talk about that
