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I apologize if I am being rude but I need to separate from this forum for my own mental health and sanity and I do not know how to do it other than being rude, because this is how all of my relationships end and I do not have the spiritual maturity to know how to end my relationship with the members of this community either and I apologize for that but I am separating the way that I know how at this time

It is what it is  but I wish that I knew how to do it in a more spiritually mature way but I just know that it needs to be done and to stick for a while until I progress on my Inner healing journey to a point where I am spiritually mature

so It is like a catch 22

I apologize for saying s**ual stuff and I think that I am leaving sociopathcommunity either soon or in the near future because I have to not look at anything that might trigger lust

and that can include people posting s**ual things

anyway I super apologize

oh my gosh I am so disappointed in my behavior :/

I think that I am beginning to only want to be around Christians and not out of obligation which is why I chose Christians that I did not even really like or have much in common with as far as values  (I chose ones that were very "worldy", valued material possessions and "status", and were extremely hypocritical,  similar to the type of people that I grew up with and went to cool with), because I just wanted what was familiar to me surrounding me while I continued working on my inner healing) the first time that I joined a church after becoming saved in 2021

but once I took the leap of faith and moved myself into an impoverished area it has been bringing out a lot of genuine Jesus like attributes in me which is something that he promised me and it came true,  and I am beginning to genuinely want to be around genuine humble and giving and loving Christians and serving in the community and helping people

as I become more genuine myself I am desiring to be around people who are also genuine. The one way that I have not been like Jesus recently is that I am feeling disgust and resentment towards people who do not take Christianity seriously,  such as pretty much everyone on this forum. I should be loving and forgiving and compassionate and just leave this former part of my life (sc) as well as spending time around hypocritical worldly Christians who barely 🙄 live out their faith all behind,  which is my goal right now,  but I was not living out that goal up until presently

I apologize that I did not try to leave with forgiveness and compassion upon you all, but I am trying to now,  so I forgive all of you and I love all of you with a Christian love and I hope that you all seek the Lord but like,  I'm feeling pretty disgusted and resentful towards you all and this is my genuine truth

so I am leaving this forum,  and I'll pray for all of you and work on being able to forgive to the point that none of your toxic sh** affects my life anymore

tata  :)

peace and blessings and I hope that you all have loving and joyful and peaceful lives  🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️

goodbye forever probably

I forgive all of you for sinning against me and please forgive me too because Jesus says to, but I am still leaving this forum so goodbye forever 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️

I for the most part have stopped reading people's posts and comments but some have me laughing and giggling at how especially stupid it is,  Christianity makes you super sensitive to everything and makes you feel full of life and health and the full range of human emotions

following any belief system other than Christianity is what is going to leave you feeling dead and needing to cause harm to yourself and other people in order to feel stimulated  🙄

It is these types of retarded and willfully ignorant comments that have led to my upcoming detaching from and leaving this forum entirely  It's just so............. stupid in here

Avoid stupid influences,  become wise  😇✅

In addition to the overwhelming amount of negative whiny complaining and pessimistic attitudes of most of the forum members on this sociopathcommunity forum,  I have been noticing an abundance and seemingly nearly unceasingly amount of retarded and willfully ignorant comments that have led to my upcoming detaching from and leaving this forum entirely  It's just so............. stupid in here

This forum is probably not mentally healthy for anyone,  and the common morals and values that people on this particular forum share among each other are keeping yourselves sick,  and to be honest I am becoming increasingly sensitive to the toxicity and retardation of this forum to the point that I have been feeling like vomiting as a direct result of just being around this type of influence

I feel like I am leading you all astray so I am leaving I need to study psychology and the Word of God to find out how to actually be able to act out and embody the purity and unconditional love of Jesus

I am just as full of sinful thoughts and behaviors as most forum members here and that is not okay  and I am not purposefully "clinging to my sins",  it is just that I genuinely do not know how to be this pure loving person that Jesus wants from me  there has to be a process,  and while it maybe varies from individual to individual,  for me the repentence process is not going very well and I need to go on a personal individual between God and I journey of investigating why

It is not because I am not willing to give up any and all sins to be pleasing to Jesus,  I am and I made that decision when I chose to give my life over to God instead of having to face potential condemnation to eternal hell  so I did genuinely give my life to Jesus

I supposed I have a fear of being bored, of being ridiculed by people, of regretting my decision to become "holy" in this world where most of the people are telling you that it is more enjoyable and pleasurable to be engaging in sin,  but I am willing to pursue my faith despite these fears,  and these fears are having less of a hold on me as I am growing closer to God

I suppose that my faith is not the "strongest and unquestioning and unwavering" that it should be  I suppose that I still have trust issues when it comes to believing God on everything that he promises in the New Testament scriptures

but ultimately,  I have to find out the easiest and most efficient and thorough and practical ways to stop sinning,  to be compliant with and obedient to Jesus in the remission of all of my sins sanctification process

and I do not want to be speaking about Jesus on this forum while I remain a hypocrite in my thoughts and desires and actions,  because that is unfair to you all and it also leaves a lot of strongholds for Satan within me that he has been using to his advantage to continue leading people astray through me since I do not know how to be a good positive example of Jesus (yet)

I shall probably return when I feel like I have had some epiphanies and success on what it takes to successfully become remissioned from your sinful ways of the past, and until then I am praying for you all and for all of humanity love and peace and forgiveness and happiness and joyfulness,  Thank you for answering these prayers Jesus,  Amen  🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️

ya'll practice and engage in fornication so I am leaving  for the good of everyone involved  because you are bad influences on me and I have my own healing work to do so that I am not a bad influence on anyone else myself

fornication
fôr″nĭ-kā′shən
noun
Sexual intercourse between people who are not married to each other, especially when considered as a sin.

byebye  👋