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video post i made not a shit post, timestamp section seems relevant
If this turned out to be a tumor, it might explain why she gets these weird 'psychic rape' sensations in waves, typically without her conscious means of being able to call on it.
I was assuming it might be some sort of seizure, as it's one of the areas she describes that sounds significantly more out of her control, and it's when she reports divine phenomenon.
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