I miss Legga's content. It was the best on this site and he really went out of his way to make the most quality content. It's too bad he left this site, he must have found something better for his talents. I hope he comes back. Good man.
Really?
I've no reason to be here. If you search my nick, you'll find that the only time I'm being talked about is to put my name out there as a placeholder for all unconfirmed puppets. Nobody here respects me nor do they care one bit about my posts. The only person who even remotely paid attention to my posts or was decent towards me was Turncoat, but he has since stopped talking to me because he thinks that I'm Cavalier and that I'm calling his family to harass him and his girlfriend while pretending to be nice to him on my main.
Despite the fact I've tried to be nice to the people here, I constantly get attacked by people I barely know. Some people thrive on it. I don't. I think the forum has a negative impact on my mental health and behavior, and I'm afraid that by continuing to post here, the positive parts of my personality get chipped away over time. I'm old. I don't have time for the amount of drama this forum requires. I see no reason to invest my time here.
I'll be honest I made this post to bait the people that accused me of being one of your puppets. And they might even think that after this reply, but we both know I'm not your puppet so I'm gonna hit you with some real talk.
It's all about perspective, man. It doesn't actually matter if people are nice to you or not. It's true that there are people here whose only interest is to troll and hate and unless you truly strike a chord with a topic and pique their interest that's their default mode. Some people come here for the drama and fighting and because they enjoy running gay ops on people. Some come for friends. Me personally, I come because I have a thought and I want to archive it; the expectation is not for my post to be praised. I like real feedback warm or cold. If it's criticism I either take it seriously if I think it's true or laugh it off or debate it if not (if the person is open to debate and not just trolling).
What I'm saying is, quit caring what people think and let this be your mental sandbox. Don't worry, be happy.
And for the record I found one of your replies on one of my threads to be pretty thought out and I appreciated it even if I didn't agree with everything. I think many people here just don't think it's cool to make posts in earnest or with effort. People like Chapo for instance; it's all about the trolling or memeing or in chapos case meeting females to use and abuse. But fuck those people bruh, just do you.
And if you genuinely don't find enjoyment and NEED that warn praise and feedback... Then it's alright to just go.