>guys im improving myself!!!
>guys im succumbing to my desires!!!
this shit never ends, NEVER
maybe just improve for yourself and don't seek validation for said improvement, yeah?
hmm okay, *mutes cxwhoeverthenobody* :p
>guys im improving myself!!!
>guys im succumbing to my desires!!!
this shit never ends, NEVER
maybe just improve for yourself and don't seek validation for said improvement, yeah?
hmm okay, *mutes cxwhoeverthenobody* :p
YE CAN NEVER RUN FROM THE TRUTH
update: the problem is unhealed and unintegrated mpd / alters / parts It is not that complicated, it is actually super basic and simple psychology that everyone with a psych degree should know about why you and many of these "professionals in their fields" do not, It really disturbs me the "popular to man fixes" are almost always bandaids, and not healing from the root and it is so sad
Anyway, Satan knows how to trigger my opposing parts and make me allow what I do not want to allow by triggering parts that will allow out of fear to "flood / take over" and completely obscure access to my core self / God Image (Imago dei self that is fully connected to the divine, the eight Cs and the fruits of the spirit and Inner healing and helping to heal others wisdom if you are a Christian, essentially experiencing Jesus within and without) and the solution is that I am doing trauma therapy and self-therapy to fix this
Satan big mad about it
update: the problem is unhealed and unintegrated mpd / alters / parts It is not that complicated,
Two things:
A) You're really going with the Blanc rationale?
B) How is this 'uncomplicated' when this disorder is quite rare?
Based on my watching your behavior I would not diagnose this. While you would be difficult to diagnose there are simpler answers for your problems, such as Narcissism manifesting as a God Complex and Erotomania, and if I had to guess I'd figure you potentially risk the Schizophrenic spectrum simply from currently lacking another explanation for your claims to be talking to another. Enough of you is intact between states that I would not say you are splitting, just very stubborn about what you want as it changes between horny and sober.
If you can accept being wrong rather than calling yourself the center of the universe, that'd be the first step to unraveling all you've built up to try to rationalize torturing yourself or whatever physical response you're otherwise unable to figure out. It's more likely that you can't account for your earlier actions because of poor recall of events from overstimulation and the rebuking of information rather than more than one persona being culprit, as even within the same mental phase you struggle to recall a surprising amount.
it is actually super basic and simple psychology that everyone with a psych degree should know about why you and many of these "professionals in their fields" do not
I have a Bachelor's and in my time have met enough people in the field to tell you you're quite wrong.
A lot of people find the disorder fascinating over how rare it is, and the field often questions if the disorder's even real and/or if it ought to be included as a part of something larger.
Romans 7:14-25
14 For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin.
15 For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I.
16 If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good.
17 Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me.
18 For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not.
19 For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do.
20 Now if I do that I would not, it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me.
21 I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present with me.
22 For I delight in the law of God after the inward man:
23 But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members.
24 O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death?
25 I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin.
