I'm guessing this thread is sort of piggy backing off of the other one about needing help? https://sociopathcommunity.com/Forum/Topic/24478/1/i-need-help-and-i-do-not-know-where-to-turn
Your spiritual journey and your growth, I respect it. You are coming to escape your previous thought loops which held you down and made you ultimately miserable in some way. I don't know necessarily how you came by this growth, I suppose for everyone it is unique.
I would say here, it's probably good to trust the process. Do you engage with anything else that you feel, is helping you in the same way journaling and spiritual materials are helping?
why do I like acting in all of the socially unacceptable ways as possible lol I need to give you all some space from my toxicness while I figure out how to become righteous-minded and pleasing to Jesus in my thoughts and behaviors 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️
Did you know, if the highest finds you pleasing, so will I ?
Trust the process
why do I like acting in all of the socially unacceptable ways as possible lol I need to give you all some space from my toxicness while I figure out how to become righteous-minded and pleasing to Jesus in my thoughts and behaviors 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊✝️
Did you know, if the highest finds you pleasing, so will I ?
So what like these guys? 
Is "I'm leaving the forum" your way of saying goodbye for the night? You sure have said it a lot recently...
... and kept coming back the next day...
She claims to be 'trauma-bonded' to the forum.
