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Original thread was titled: it's conspiracy hour ✨

03:51 cx3: I have a friend who lives in sweden and he says that therapy, college is completely free
03:51 cx3: I mean I'm sure this is common knowledge to some degree but it's crazy when people talk about it
03:52 JesusistheKing: I've heard good things about Sweden yes
03:52 cx3: like, completely state sponsored, any time you want reputable free. and it's an amazing system
03:52 cx3: (except their foreign policy lol) but every country has flaws
03:55 cx3: so much improvement to be had, such little chance to come true, many trillions to be spent deliberately ignoring societal issues in order to keep a nation in control
03:56 cx3: i suddenly feel 40 years older, man i should stop
03:59 Buttered Toast: *passes the scotch*
04:01 cx3: thank you i needed that

just wanted to expand upon this 

i was thinking earlier about a similar line of thought. 

i was thinking earlier about suicide programming. i've heard about quite a lot of crazy ideas and lines of thought from the internet. sometimes i start to put two and two together. 

i also, am trying to understand social media. and, i saw a meme about, destroying the fabric of society with negative feedback loops and shortening people's attention span or something along that line. 

and then i remembered, hearing a little tid bit about, the neurological research project involving actual brain washing tactics- brain washing studies. that the guy who shot up the batman theater was working on- just before he lost his ever living mind. 

and i think about the man who, was written about in several articles- he worked for some space related company, and he said, on his death bed- when someone asked him if aliens were real- he said, pharaphrasing- "there is more to come that society does not know about yet, it is top secret. and this is because society is not *ready* for it yet. but when society is ready it will be introduced." 

and i'm not sure if that's true or not- you know- the whole story, the article could be bull shit, the guy who said it could be full of shit. 

but that has stuck with me, i won't lie. and it kind of let my mind wander, or it allowed me to let it wander- rather than cutting it off before it has a chance with this notion of, 'that's not real, don't go that far' 

so, i let my thoughts grow over like an unattended garden, and i color outside the lines sometimes. thinking freely. it is creative, sure. are the thoughts and conclusions i come across unique, no. not necessarily. in fact i usually find other people who have thought the same thing- later. sometimes 10 years later, but, usually not alone in your radical thoughts. 

but, this one is a tad bit more specific- less generalized than things involving mars, or aliens. 

as i was driving i just had this thought and wondered. what if, the point of, certain social media- is not only to get you addicted to it yes- but also, to de-program, or re-program in some way, the mind of, a target audience- most likely younger generations? to undo some of the weird programming that we got as children- that, maybe you might get if you were born in the united states. 

it may be political- it may be, more than that. i don't know, who or what is involved. but, if you wanted to change the minds of millions of people, in a short time frame- in order to sway the tides a little- across, generations. or- predict the future even. if you wanted, control. over a country. if you didn't like a democracy and you wanted to destroy it by changing the individual minds of people- wouldn't it be, doable, with, an app like, tiktok? 

the apps mine our data. why. is it really, just for advertisements? 

i understand there are AI that have been invented for the purpose of running predicting algorithms. AKA, predicting the future with data gathered through yes- your social media, your phone- everything, anything it possibly can. yes, this really exists. yes, they have run the algorithm on covid- and yes, it was done before covid existed- by Bill Gates himself. Bill Gates also predicted when covid would 'end'. 

What other predictive outcomes have they run, what tests are they doing, what have they found out about and they're not telling us about. What are they scared of. 

This is why I wonder if the vaccine, is part of, possibly preventing a pandemic that has not happened yet. It may even be a genetic pandemic. Did no one notice the switch from covid testing centers to at home rapid tests being viable, and the provision of those tests being readily available- only late stage pandemic? Why is it that we had to line up in droves outside of buildings to get out DNA tested and sent off to be genetically tested. Did no one notice that the testing center address that it is shipped to, it is blatantly labelled, genetic testing center. Sure, that happens to be the location the tests are run. 

Has anyone else gotten tested for a virus before? Are you familiar with how the test works. It's nothing like the way the covid test was. The covid test is more like the way you test someones DNA for a court trial. Standard procedure actually- without being too obvious. No strands of hair. Just saliva. 

I believe there may be something they are doing that is involving human DNA. I just don't know exactly what. 

Now, why is China still experiencing lock downs due to Covid I have no idea. Where as the rest of the world isn't. I don't know what China is doing. 

but yeah, regarding social media. 

What if we are being de-programmed.

My mom told me about a show that Generation X used to watch as children in Russia, known as, The Dog in the Fog. There was nothing to the show, excpept it would be a dog walking through fog, horizontally, black and white- and it would go on and on that way the entire episode. Nothing happened. Just a dog walking in the fog. It sounds like something from a dystopian novel- but its true. 

Basically, I believe it's possible- as many other theorists have supported- that, we are essentially being brain washed, and have been, or there are experiments in a way, on going with that, and has been for, generations now. And- to add to that theory- there is current efforts on going, researching, "de-programming" that programming- quite possibly. Or, attempted to, corrupt and stack ontop of it some way. I'm not sure. 

I think that, television unfortunately has been one of the main modes. I don't really know what the intention of it would be, obviously. But, if you think about it- if, my theory was correct and televion/media was inadvertedly or purposefully, brain washing people in a sense or programming them a bit- and on top of that, continued exposure to media and social media platforms possibly? helps continue that programming a bit- like i said, once again- inadvertently or, purposefully- wouldn't it result in people sort of becomign like, mind controlled slaves, with numb minds- operating like, a train a track- almost, zombie like, and without will. 

There are people out there who are really deep into the 'programming' conspiracies and it gets really wild the deeper you dive into it. This, what I've mentioned here is a mere scratch to the surface compared to how deep some have gone into it. 

obviously, this is all just, like i said, 'free thought' or being sort of radical for the sake of being radical. i don't know how much of this i would say i even lend 10 percent of myself to 'believing', much less, could it be methodically backed up with scientific research and understanding of any sort, that would be interesting to see just to see. i don't really know how it could be done. 

it's all just my very crude understanding of, what is going on- observably. like, i'm trying to understand, from where i sit right now, without any extra research. i'm always trying to understand things. and, make it make sense. because i honestly feel like, a lot of things, don't make sense or don't have, a great explanation behind them. and so that lack of reason in why things exist and what its really all for, it leads me to getting creative about it. are these things true by any means, no. do i believe they are, why would i. but, is it fun to entertain the idea, sure. 

just, take it all with a grain of salt. this is no different than a mish mashed dream you had last night and can barely remember. just a passing thought i had while driving in the car. don't worry about it so much like, don't take it so serioulsy and, please don't assume i believe in them whole heartedly because i do not. 

i just like to think about things from diff angles

Editor comment: And then it appears I got off on a tangent about Ted Kaczynski (the unabomber) and the Batman shooter (James Holmes). I actually had a true crime blog but the only reason I made it was to post about monarch mind control, it got some reblogs on tumblr surprisingly. And then I deleted it. I will have to make it again for posts like this: where I’m essentially just thinking out loud about, whatever true crime related topic i have become fixated with lately. 

Here’s my ramblings about Ted Kaczynski from last night, if you were interested. Lol 

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about the batman shooter- From what I understand or heard- The neurological research project and the experiments he rumored or allegedly was conducting on himself were not released to the public and were ceased. Shut down. 

It reminds me though, just ringing a bell a bit of Ted Kaczynski's story- who, according to legend, not sure how much is fact or fiction or how it all really went down. You know. But, he was experimented on by the government, purposefully, he was selected for this experiment in his youth- and he willingly participated in it. And he later became known as The Unabomber, and like our batman shooter, lost his ever living mind. 

But, not in the way where you are incoherent, or have thoughts that are even remotely delusional. Perhaps no diagnosable mood disorder even, not a lick of anxiety, etc. 

But insane in the means that they wanted to murder people. So much so that they went out of their way to accomplish this quite a good deal, with elaborate pre-planning- and the intention was always, a multitude of people. 

With Ted, there was clear motives he laid out in letters sent to the press. With our batman shooter the motive was never discussed. And that is why is bothers me. 

I wonder though if Ted never sent letters to the press, or those letters were fakes. Etc. And perhaps the reason he was doing what he was doing was something a bit more complex than personal vendetta's against specific individuals and over simplified, sick revenge against individuals he resented for whatever reason. 

It's actually not too common that serial killers kill out of resentment, no? 

It may be silly to try and lump them all together though, I mean, especially in this scenario I feel like, if you wanted to study them and try to understand- you would really have to put serial killers who were experimented on in some way, almost in a category of their own. 

Because these are individuals who, had very high degree of control of themselves and they have it in common that they were otherwise completely normal before being experimented upon but only afterward, became, different. Lets put it that way? (in both cases there are witnesses attesting to this or who can purport this notion). 

Once again- it really bothers me when something is left blank. And, the batman killer, no one ever explained why he did what he did. There was no motive discuss. And on the news, no one even said the word, why. On social media, no one said, why. 

It really sticks with me, once again,... when I can't understand why, something is occuring. 

And then to notice it occuring in a pattern, is very peculiar but, it is my hope it will help me to fill in the gaps a bit more. I think they are very much related, and both cases have a lot to sort of learn from each other if that makes any sense or they benefit each other. 

In Ted's case, what happened to him occurred before we understood the implications of human psychological experimentation fully, and the risks. Such as, generating a serial killer. It occurred long before any studies like the project that Batman shooter was working on himself. I think everything comes down to the experimentation. And if we could understand a bit more, the impact that it had on them- and why it caused what it caused, it may help to understand other serial killers as a whole as well, and what is essentially generating them in our society. A bit out there of a thought, all variable considered, it may not be likely that all these individuals can be connected so easily. But what if it were that simple and, they really all do have something in common- or a set of things in common that lead to, a high propensity for, homicidal actions. 

It was reported early on in the News but then they stopped highlighting it as the days went on- the fact that it was believed he appeared to be experimenting on himself- at least, that is what the news said once at one time, how true it is I don't know- and that information allegedly was gathered from the FBI who investigated his home once they were able to finally get into it. (if i remember correctly there was quite a while where they were unable to get in for some reason or there was delays in fear of bomb trapping and things like that? unsure why it took so long but if i rmembr correclty yeah it took thm a very long time to even just get into the home allegedly?) 

According to what I remember, they talked about the house being basically covered in electronic machines that had to with the experimentation. Don't know how true this is. But, it painted a picture that there had been quite an elaborate mental spiral going on, for a very long time, and they were surprised to find that upon interviewing people he knew and were seeing regularly- that none of them noticed something was wrong- with him. Meaning, they didn't notice, he was diving head first into something that, at face value could easily look like psychosis. Usually these sorts of things are fairly noticable to people who are fairly close. Sometimes, it oculd be hidden I suppose but, yeah, usually, there would be at least something off. Something different. I believe all that was reported in hindsight by witnesses was that he appeared to become more withdrawn and reserved. 

This is all just based on what I can remember of what I heard on the news, so if I am getting my facts mixed up, I'm sorry.

Anyway this draws another parallel to Ted K. who did similarly in the years leading up to the eventual unfortunate homicides. He withdrew significantly- but, by all witnesses who knew him at the time, appears entirely normal- friendly even. A normal degree of social interaction. Perhaps a bit quirky. A normal degree of, human concerns, aggrivations or spats- what have you. Nothing out of the norm. He rode his bike into his neighborhood peacefully. he smiled and waved at people. He talked to people. And then, on the other side of the same coin, this same man in his home, for years was assembling bombs and gathering materials to assemble more bombs. 

This is something that our society fails to recognize is, people are extremely mutli-faceted. Many believe in themselves that they are not, and may appear a bit two dimensional at times or, predictable, simple. But, all people possess this propensity to become, incongruent within themselves, and to exhibit, basic role or identity conflict. 

What I'm trying to say is, all people, are not entirely what they are or hwo they appear at face value to society or as you they are when you meet them in that moment. That should go without saying, you don't know all of them, but, it's possible that people do not know all of themselves as well. 

It's confusing to think, but, it may be very possible that Ted and Batman did not realize, or were not aware of this side of themself that was growing out of control. Despite, being at the wheel, as they did what they did, or did not fully understand it as they were doing what they were doing. It's as if there was no governance. 

Which speaks to, the amygdala (governance)- being, possibly damaged or temporarily, acting innapropriately. Not at full, capacity. I don't know why, but, the amygdala can be damaged in traumatized individuals. Lending to a lack of control, a lack of self governance, a lack of regulation, a lack of self awareness or a brokenness in some way, in regard to, the capacity to self reflect. 

This was also something that was talked about by Dahmer, he mentioned he genuinely didn't know why he was doing what he was doing, and yet he did it. He appears very in control in most areas of his life- but there are certain areas which have a completely unchecked, unguided, total recklessness, total lack of control- and, with no insight, no ability to reflect, no, ability to even guilty or mildly conflicted about what one has done in respect to those actions. No ability to stop. No ability to wonder why. And no *thought* to ask for help, to ask for guidance, to seek, out, anyone or anything regarding ones inability to stop murdering people- or about ones homicidal thoughts and urges. It is almost parallel to like, a child, in the way that, they also would lack self awarness, due to their age. It is easy to undersatnd this, but, this is also due to the same issue- the amygdla, this is why children act in such an unselfaware manner, and why, if they do have a thought that disturbs them, they wouldn't likely think to act responsibly in response to it, and due to their age, wouldnt ponder why it occurs. 

(To be continued. part 1 of 2)

(Cont. part 2 of 2) 

I feel as though, what would keep most sane people in check, if they did have such urges or thoughts, they would likely self report. It would distress them. And even if it wasn't necessarily bothersome, they would recognize at some point a long the way- this has gotten out of control, this is out of check, this isn't normal, I should stop. 

I feel like for serial killers, there is no ability to do so in these very specific areas. It's not a total malevolence, and totally lending themselves to, evil doings as if, they get off of it. or due to, total lack of morality. It's too cliche. There is something mechanical and neuropscyhological going on and yeah, it has to do with the amygdala. As one factor of many moving parts in the equation. 

I believe that Ted and the batman guy may of accidentally damaged theirs through the traumatization of neuropscyhological experimentation. 

Fuck, thank you, now don't delete it a second time or I swear to bejeezus

Blanc said: 

***TLDR readers, red highlight’s all you need to know

Original thread was titled: it's conspiracy hour ✨

03:51 cx3: I have a friend who lives in sweden and he says that therapy, college is completely free
03:51 cx3: I mean I'm sure this is common knowledge to some degree but it's crazy when people talk about it
03:52 JesusistheKing: I've heard good things about Sweden yes
03:52 cx3: like, completely state sponsored, any time you want reputable free. and it's an amazing system
03:52 cx3: (except their foreign policy lol) but every country has flaws
03:55 cx3: so much improvement to be had, such little chance to come true, many trillions to be spent deliberately ignoring societal issues in order to keep a nation in control
03:56 cx3: i suddenly feel 40 years older, man i should stop
03:59 Buttered Toast: *passes the scotch*
04:01 cx3: thank you i needed that

just wanted to expand upon this 

i was thinking earlier about a similar line of thought. 

i was thinking earlier about suicide programming. i've heard about quite a lot of crazy ideas and lines of thought from the internet. sometimes i start to put two and two together. 

i also, am trying to understand social media. and, i saw a meme about, destroying the fabric of society with negative feedback loops and shortening people's attention span or something along that line. 

and then i remembered, hearing a little tid bit about, the neurological research project involving actual brain washing tactics- brain washing studies. that the guy who shot up the batman theater was working on- just before he lost his ever living mind. 

This is the most coherent and interesting post you have ever written.

and i think about the man who, was written about in several articles- he worked for some space related company, and he said, on his death bed- when someone asked him if aliens were real- he said, pharaphrasing- "there is more to come that society does not know about yet, it is top secret. and this is because society is not *ready* for it yet. but when society is ready it will be introduced." 

and i'm not sure if that's true or not- you know- the whole story, the article could be bull shit, the guy who said it could be full of shit. 

but that has stuck with me, i won't lie. and it kind of let my mind wander, or it allowed me to let it wander- rather than cutting it off before it has a chance with this notion of, 'that's not real, don't go that far' 

so, i let my thoughts grow over like an unattended garden, and i color outside the lines sometimes. thinking freely. it is creative, sure. are the thoughts and conclusions i come across unique, no. not necessarily. in fact i usually find other people who have thought the same thing- later. sometimes 10 years later, but, usually not alone in your radical thoughts. 

but, this one is a tad bit more specific- less generalized than things involving mars, or aliens. 

as i was driving i just had this thought and wondered. what if, the point of, certain social media- is not only to get you addicted to it yes- but also, to de-program, or re-program in some way, the mind of, a target audience- most likely younger generations? to undo some of the weird programming that we got as children- that, maybe you might get if you were born in the united states. 

Yes, this is why the CCP is in control of Tik Tok

it may be political-

Yes

it may be, more than that. i don't know, who or what is involved. but, if you wanted to change the minds of millions of people, in a short time frame- in order to sway the tides a little- across, generations. or- predict the future even. if you wanted, control. over a country. if you didn't like a democracy and you wanted to destroy it by changing the individual minds of people- wouldn't it be, doable, with, an app like, tiktok? 

Oh good you made it there

the apps mine our data. why. is it really, just for advertisements? 

By law Chinese countries are required to share all personal data they gain with the government, and the Chinese government's open agenda is world domination.

Tik Tok's terms of service also make the user agree fo give tik tok acess to log their keystrokes, their photo gallery, contact list, call logs, all of their text messahistories, location access, and yes even listen to them through the device.

i understand there are AI that have been invented for the purpose of running predicting algorithms. AKA, predicting the future with data gathered through yes- your social media, your phone- everything, anything it possibly can. yes, this really exists. yes, they have run the algorithm on covid- and yes, it was done before covid existed- by Bill Gates himself. Bill Gates also predicted when covid would 'end'. 

What other predictive outcomes have they run, what tests are they doing, what have they found out about and they're not telling us about. What are they scared of. 

This is why I wonder if the vaccine, is part of, possibly preventing a pandemic that has not happened yet. It may even be a genetic pandemic. Did no one notice the switch from covid testing centers to at home rapid tests being viable, and the provision of those tests being readily available- only late stage pandemic? Why is it that we had to line up in droves outside of buildings to get out DNA tested and sent off to be genetically tested. Did no one notice that the testing center address that it is shipped to, it is blatantly labelled, genetic testing center. Sure, that happens to be the location the tests are run. 

 

Has anyone else gotten tested for a virus before? Are you familiar with how the test works. It's nothing like the way the covid test was. The covid test is more like the way you test someones DNA for a court trial. Standard procedure actually- without being too obvious. No strands of hair. Just saliva. 

I believe there may be something they are doing that is involving human DNA. I just don't know exactly what. 

You claim to have a background in biology. You should be aware that PCR, pathogen-DNA tests exist. Nonetheless I'm still listening.

Now, why is China still experiencing lock downs due to Covid I have no idea.

Because China fucking sucks? Their entire population is crammed into large cities. Early in the pandemic they denied its existence, executing civilians who tried to warn others and effectively cutting themselves off from access to the vaccines the rest of the world was developing.

Where as the rest of the world isn't. I don't know what China is doing. 

but yeah, regarding social media. 

What if we are being de-programmed.

My mom told me about a show that Generation X used to watch as children in Russia, known as, The Dog in the Fog. There was nothing to the show, excpept it would be a dog walking through fog, horizontally, black and white- and it would go on and on that way the entire episode. Nothing happened. Just a dog walking in the fog. It sounds like something from a dystopian novel- but its true. 

Basically, I believe it's possible- as many other theorists have supported- that, we are essentially being brain washed, and have been, or there are experiments in a way, on going with that, and has been for, generations now. And- to add to that theory- there is current efforts on going, researching, "de-programming" that programming- quite possibly. Or, attempted to, corrupt and stack ontop of it some way. I'm not sure. 

I think that, television unfortunately has been one of the main modes. I don't really know what the intention of it would be, obviously. But, if you think about it- if, my theory was correct and televion/media was inadvertedly or purposefully, brain washing people in a sense or programming them a bit- and on top of that, continued exposure to media and social media platforms possibly? helps continue that programming a bit- like i said, once again- inadvertently or, purposefully- wouldn't it result in people sort of becomign like, mind controlled slaves, with numb minds- operating like, a train a track- almost, zombie like, and without will. 

There are people out there who are really deep into the 'programming' conspiracies and it gets really wild the deeper you dive into it. This, what I've mentioned here is a mere scratch to the surface compared to how deep some have gone into

Solid theory, interesting content, well written.