I'm supposed to as a Christian put other people before me and humble myself but that doesn't mean thinking of other people as being "better" than me or idolizing them
I have to stop idolizing people
It's weird that I do, I really went into a weird mindspace when I incarnated
but I like wanted to know what it would be like to be one of them
and I wanted to fit in with everyone else lol it was a very strange timeperiod for me for sure
