Stupid lustful beasts fucking with my head, putting thoughts in my mind it's like my brain is on fire, it's like there is a pain and a tighttightin my chest. Sexual images flash in my mind along with memories of the childhood trauma of the memories of sexual abuse and molestation, and it burns my soul. The image of this animal burns itself into my head and wont leave. Why am I like this? Why is this in my head? Why do I feel sexual towards these fucking animals? I want to burn myself on a stake out of self hatred before being dragged into the pits of hell for my dark feelings and thoughts, because I am an abomination and this is forced upon me. Memories of incest forced upon me with the weight of this guilt drives me insane yet all the while, I see someone walking there dog and i want to have sex with that dog. Why am i like this i should be burned. No one watches and i am slicing away the pollution of my damaged mind with this knife.