06:40 🌺plumeria🌺: Eight pain pills six CBD gummies two shots of NyQuil and four sleeping pills later with a side of melatonin and some sleepy time tea
06:40 🌺plumeria🌺: And my bitch ass is still having night terrors waking everyone up
06:40 🌺plumeria🌺: I could get therapy but nah
06:41 🌺plumeria🌺: I'll just go get more pain pills
06:41 🌺plumeria🌺: Will it kill me? I have built tolerance
06:41 🌺plumeria🌺: Find out next time on the borderline drug addict with issues show!
06:42 🌺plumeria🌺: I need a beer
06:44 🌺plumeria🌺: Haha I will never be ok
06:45 🌺plumeria🌺: I'm just going to write some retarded poems and draw some stupid pictures while fueling my drinking habits to some classical music while I try to calm the fuck down
06:45 🌺plumeria🌺: I really need to stop using my own blood in my art
06:46 🌺plumeria🌺: I need more NyQuil
06:48 Buttered Toast: hardcore
06:49 🌺plumeria🌺: Lmfao
06:51 🌺plumeria🌺: I recently made a drawing of Persephone but I bit my lip so hard crying it drew blood so I used the blood in the work to symbolize the balance of life pain and death within her framework as the metaphorical embodiment of both
06:51 🌺plumeria🌺: But my father in law just said I'm insane
06:51 🌺plumeria🌺: And he's also correct
06:52 🌺plumeria🌺: But you know I put MYSELF into my art
06:52 🌺plumeria🌺: Badaboom ching
06:52 🌺plumeria🌺: Lol get it? Myself? Because it's my own blood? Haha!
06:52 🌺plumeria🌺: Where's my fucking NyQuil
