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Isn't worrying about being a doormat more of an ego thing? 

Angels seem fine with it. 

but like what is my other option,  Satan already ruined my reputation in this lifetime so the only things left for me to do are to commit suicide,  or to stay miserably pining after a man who does not give me the attention that I was craving so badly  ?  these are sh** options which again it is like okay whatever I end up experiencing in eternal life at least I will feel peaceful,  and at least I got to experience what freewill was like because I mean honestly it was probably worth it

I mean,  it must have been worth it if I chose to give up being with God in the first place but then you start to realize that it was not really worth it but you would never have known that it was not worth it in the end if you never experienced it

ultimately I must have weighed the pros and cons and I am still weighing the pros and cons and God's way still seems better even if he puts me in a super humiliating low position in heaven where all the children walk all over me but that seems really sick and perverted and not likely because God says to honor your wife and things like that

so as his significant other like no matter how much I sinned I still have that "rank" you know ?  It is a rank that can never be overridden through sin like I am still his wife if I am a Christian no matter how much I have sinned

Turncoat said: 

Isn't worrying about being a doormat more of an ego thing? 

Angels seem fine with it. 

yeah it is and look at the post above this one that I am posting now because I elaborated

being God's female significant other is different than being an angel though

JesusistheKing said: 

Turncoat said: 

Isn't worrying about being a doormat more of an ego thing? 

Angels seem fine with it. 

yeah it is and look at the post above this one that I am posting now because I elaborated

 

being God's female significant other is different than being an angel though

Howso? 

JesusistheKing said:

so as his significant other like no matter how much I sinned I still have that "rank" you know ?

I don't really know as there's no Christian texts on it. 

I do know however that Lucifer was considered God's best angel, and look where he is now. Rank doesn't mean much in Heaven if you screw it up. 

Turncoat said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

Turncoat said: 

Isn't worrying about being a doormat more of an ego thing? 

Angels seem fine with it. 

yeah it is and look at the post above this one that I am posting now because I elaborated

 

being God's female significant other is different than being an angel though

Howso? 

I am supposed to be helping raise the children to serve the Lord but I barely know what I'm doing

also God created female to be "helpers" so probably that too,  I am not sure what type of responsibilities which is why I need to read the bible more because reading the bible cleanses you from sinning because it is the word of God so it is part of the remission if sinning process to renew your mind by reading and hearing the word of God

Ephesians 5:25-26

25 Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it;

26 That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word,

Romans 10:17

17 So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.

If you were based on the construction of Lilith, then you'd likely have a different role. 

Turncoat said: 

If you were based on the construction of Lilith, then you'd likely have a different role. 

Lilith was just one of the many names

how would you know what my role is supposed to be ?  I don't even know what it is supposed to be lmao  Satan perverted and confused me all up I have to be told and taught

so part of my role is to "receive instruction and carry out tasks"  just like the children too

part of it is learning what my identity in Christ is and actually having that transform me and renewing my mind by reading the scriptures since I am now a new creation.  I have much to learn and to be taught,  Turncoat  people who do not follow God forget Him and his ways and what his desires for them are,  that is why I did not even remember who I am in relation to him until last year,  because I was not desperate enough to understand yet and Satan was able to keep feeding me lies until I reached the point of being able to understand some of what God wanted me to know

I had to reach rock bottom to even be willing to listen to what God had to reveal to me